The Day Approacheth...

The day will soon cometh...

I write this while listening to my ipod, it's 22:36, I've had a fairly relaxed day. The night prior though, I struggled to sleep for a little while, don't worry though I did get a good amount of sleep in the end, but I will let you know that the reason for my not sleeping was based upon this day I mentioned earlier in my Old English tones, I would have used runic letters...anyway that's going on off one and I can't afford to. The day in question, is that of exam results day and up until yesterday night I was pretty 'not worried' about it.

However, for whatever reason, more than likely a niggling feeling of doubt had made it's way slowly forward into my mind, just before I'm going to sleep helpful. The simple way of putting things is ALL the A levels I'm doing (and was doing) go towards my UCAS points (I need 260 of them to get into Bangor University). That's dandy for me. And makes the 'dream' of going to Bangor that much 'easier' (lack of a better word); despite that advantage I was unable to sleep the other night, you can probably see where this is going, due to me worrying about exam results.

I feel my actual exams went ok, nothing really really so awful that I wanted to cry - type thing. But as it's me, to be honest I'm sure this goes for a good spread of 18 year olds who are in the same position as me, I have come to worry. It's not made any better by the fact that there is such a wait until I know what is in my brown envelope of fate(that being August 20th). Literally ANYTHING could be within that mysterious brown envelope...well I say that, obviously within the grounds of how I performed on the exams, however I won't know that until I can see my actual results!

I don't know what felt worse, getting through the exams, or waiting?...I'll throw a curve ball here and say waiting. The fact is my exam-timetable wasn't too bad at any course, that isn't to say any exam was a piece of cake, just that I didn't have any jam packed days. So in theory I've done ok enough, but I just don't know!!


It's like a circle of torture...The good thing is that I know it will come to an end, but will that be a good thing after all? Still I best enjoy my Summer holidays while they last, the exam result thing wont play on my mind too much, what should I do tomorrow...?


I'll leave it here I suppose, I'm tired, and I think this could become more rambly if I don't stop now...

Hope you enjoyed what was here.

Callum